Is it sad that I had to bring up my last end of month reflection so I knew what to write at the beginning of this one?? And even to know what questions I need to be answering XDD This is so sad. If you're one of my newer subscribers, you may not have known that I used to do one of these at the end of each month. More like at the beginning of the next month, like this one. I learned from my freshman journalism teacher that doing a reflection after a lot of things helps you to grow and learn as a person. We used to do them after every major assignment that we did. With that being said, I'm really hoping that I keep up with these. I'm sooo bad at keeping up with anything that I start. Or even being consistent with anything. Especially this blog, which is really sad. I'm trying. I'm trying so hard to be consistent, but it's like I can't for the life of me XD But alas, here is another end of month reflection. 1. What's my happiest memory?I think that my happiest memory of February has to have been going and getting my hamsters. I actually got two hamsters last month. One named Oreo and the other named Brioche. They are SUPER cute. I don't know what breed of hamsters they are. I got them from my cousin and she didn't know what breed the mother was when she got her. But it's been really cool to learn about a different animal than the ones that I have already, and what their needs are and what they specifically need as in care wise 2. What is one lesson that I learned and who/what was my teacher?Something that I learned last month was that I'm able to go out somewhere on my own. I don't need to have someone with me to go places. One day last month, I was left alone for pretty much the whole day. I went to church on my own, and one of my friends had a play that she was performing in that day. I decided to go since I was alone for the day. I ended up pushing myself to go to said play on my own. It sounds really silly and dumb that I'm even happy that I was able to do that. I have really bad social anxiety, so I can never go out anywhere without at least someone to go with me. 3. What stress or concern worked itself out?I think a stress that I started to have was being able to have enough money to pay for the things that my hamsters need. I got two hamsters in February and it's been amazing. It's just been a little bit hard having to pay for everything with the two of them. I was spending a ton of money. And I mean, I do have my parents that are willing, and have willingly helped with the financial side of owning hamsters. But still, having to make sure that I have enough money to pay for things have been stressful to say the least. 4. What areas of my life did I grow the most in?This relates back to the second question. I feel like I've grown in my strength to do things on my own. To combat my social anxiousness and to be able to do the things that I need to without being scared. Yeah, I was scared and still am very much so scared. I don't think I'll ever not go to some places without at least someone with me. But I'm glad that I'm at least taking steps to help it.
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